Saturday, May 2, 2009

sorry..i'm sellfish i know

untill this moment..kalo kire date ari nh 3 may 2009..n 2,3 minggu lg umo aku dh jd 23(even taon nh dh 23 tp xbtul2 smpai lg..hehe)aku feel so grateful wit my life..dkelilingi frens yg best n fmily yg spoting(agak r) but aku xda lg 2 bnda nh..guess what?keje n bf atao lbh familiar ngn name pakwe..hehehe.ckp sal keje nh..xtao la kn bile ley dpt n talk bout bf(more interesting=p)..aku mmg status single..hehe(cam bangga jek) for now aku x ase lg nk berpakwe2(again) coz i was bless wit kwn2 yg best2 semenye(boys n galz) n they oweiz be there 4 me..2 kot sbb aku xtrase nk kapel lg wat mse nh..bkn ape kwn2 aku duk tnye.."ko bile nk ade pkwe?"..."pkwe ko yg mne?"...."tipu la ko xda pkwe"..ish mcm2 lg yg aku mls nk lyn..smpai kazen aku pn tnye.."bile nk ade abg spupu ipar nh?".adei la..bkn aku xnk n bkn aku da serik tp i'm scare of luke kn ati org lg...kalo bleh xnk la kn..sumtime aku cam prcaye pd karma..ape yg kite wat kt org then kna kt kiter blk..huhuhu..xnk lar..lgpun dlu bkn aku sngaja nk luke kn and kcewakan org but i'm a lil bit sellfish..aku pk aku jek yg nk hapy...tp nsb baek la kn my ex2 still ok dgn aku till now n dorang xde yg nk msm2 muke..at least they respect kputusan aku 2 be juz fren walaupn process 2 amik mse yg agk lme n rumit..huhu..tanx guys n i'm still loving u olz..ekeke..aku pn ngaku gak la..dolu2 2 pn xbrape nk matured lg org kate(tp skarang mature ke?)..hehe..pk pn xpenah pk pnjang n nver thought bout long term..n now aku nk wat pngakuan..ececce..confession of a heartbreaker..kua3!dlu aku agak main2 la..yela 'girls juz wanna hve fun'n me myself tmasuk dlm golongn 2..hehe..n bile bsama kwn2 aku da xingt yg aku nh awek org..(phm2 la kn)meaning dat aku xley bg full komitmen in a relationship(dat was my big problem at that time)sowy..huhu..tp 2 dlu..time aku d uitm skang nh aku cam nk ubah tp takot nk stat..hihi..bia la aku kekal dgn status 'kawan' dgn seme org..tp kwn pn byk level kn 1 of it is tmn tp mesra=p..kwn cmne yg aku nk 2..mls aku nk clasify kn..as long as kite 'kawan' tp bkn 'scandal'..hehe..n i believe that kalo ade jodoh xkemana..waaahhh!=D..also tanx 2 all my frens d atas moral support korang.mwah!..pepom jom kite lyn this song..

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